Hello there you gorgeous being of light, dark, and everything in between. We are not just an image of ourselves, we are ALL that we have been, all that we strive to be and all the words and feelings that happen inside our minds, hearts, bodies, and families.
All of it matters. All of it creates us as we are right now in this moment, and the next and so forth.
I attended a workshop last night and had an energetic realization. In the group of brave ones sitting circular in the quiet room; we each, with lowered eye lids, traveled inward and asked, what makes me powerful? We asked spirit, we asked ourselves, we asked ancestors and we asked masters.
I got some answers.
The information that came forward was pretty clear. In order to feel powerful, and I dont mean like a power monger or a power suit and power over anything or anyone else - I mean to feel it inside our bellies, deep into our solar plexus is a beautiful source of inner power, lets call this confidence. Ok, in order to feel and fill this battery pack in our bodies we have to accept ourselves and forgive ourselves and be grateful to ourselves.
Say, you want to expand somehow, like your business, or your popularity online or you actually just want to feel better, more amazing and creative, happy even. This is the kind of power I am talking about.
Developing a higher sense of Being
Raising your vibration.
Ok, to make the shift a real one we must raise the vibration of ALL aspects of You and ALL that has ever been you. You cannot simply allow just the cool parts of you to become charged with more juice, because the moment you get triggered and remember your weak spots, you may just regress right back to being smaller than you are.
If this is making sense to you then you have a few karma stories to re-write, just like me.
All of you and all you've said and all you've done is part of you now, so please lets resolve the past in order to clear your path to a fuller more potent vibration. You will attract so much goodness, you will feel that sense of satisfaction with yourself and your life as you forgive. It is all ok.
We are only human! Shit happens, we say and do things all the time that we might wish to erase. But, we cant. Yet we can forgive. There is always an action that fueled the reaction you aren't proud of. So trace back and find the root of it. What triggered you?
I would bet there is a source of unhappiness inside of you that needs some tending.
It may be from a long long time ago, but get right in there and look straight at it and if you can muster it, say this I forgive you
We all feel pain in an array of flavors. The way we choose to dull it out is the kicker. We HAVE to have some relief from the pain in our lives. Sometimes that relief ends up creating even more discomfort.
AND sometimes we can actually dissolve the pain, the source of pain, the story behind it, all of it. Just by leaning in and delivering a hearty dose of forgiveness.
Meditate with that.
You can release so much of what holds you into that smaller than you space. You can expand. You can be free of keeping track of all your mistakes. Your gifts and life lessons and your wisdom have been born from all those experiences.
I mean, wow, you've learned so much! We each have our treasures that have come from the hard parts of living. They are all so valuable.
You know what, I'm actually so genuinely grateful for all my life's experiences. I've got some street smarts, I can read people pretty well, and I get what makes people run and hide and dull it out. I've been there and I will most likely be there again and again and again. Thank U (universe) for all of it!
Life will continue to deliver your lessons until you do finally realize that it is all ok. You are forgiven. It is what it is, lets make the next one the best one. Eh?
Heres the deal. You can run but you cant hide (from yourself). Once you begin to accept all the parts of you then you can come to a peaceful loving place of being with yourself. I think that it is those people who never traverse self inquiry that can get caught spiraling down the rabbit hole.
Things that we do cannot be undone from the past. All the parts of us that contribute to our behavior and self-talk can be undone right now, so that for the future and for the tiny moment past this one, you have stopped a mighty sequence from taking you down again. You are rising up.
I see you.
With forgiveness and gratitude,